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Sunday, August 29, 2004

Finally blogging again.. here to update my life abit.. ok i'm recovering from all the bad mood swings blah blah blah.. all past le.. reconcile with my family again le.. hehe.. so i miss home now wahaha.. noe wat we had match at hougang on thurs nite n i went hm aftr tt.. already 9pm n my mum especially cook beehoon soup for me loh.. she dint even bothr to cook dinr for hersel n dad loh.. i was so touched.. n its so nice loh.. much much beta then e lousy canteen food at NTU haha..
n yup i'm in NTU vb.. i duno y n i dun wish to explain y.. i noe i'm selfish but.. as said.. i dun wish to exlpain y.. tourn starts on 11th.. but i guess will be over by end sept ba.. juz treat as an exchange for e 30pts, jersey, shorts n windbreaker ba.. watevr.. dun evn noe NTU can make it into top 4 not wahaha.. it doesnt matter if i'm nt playin.. but if unfortunatey i am, den diff story liao lah haha...
oh n e open cup! wahah.. we lost qt terribly to volleysport n KBCSC.. haha.. but can win at least 1 set for each de loh.. haha dun mention.. BUT.. we did our best lah.. well at least i did haha.. hope tml can win paya lebar loh.. coz someppl speculate we'll sure lose so we sld win n at least be no4 mah, den many ppl will drop their spects haha..

Friday, August 20, 2004

life's been a mess these days... yet life is meaningful each day.. what the... been attituding for qt some time even bing cant tahan liao haha.. also duno y.. mood v bad each day.. its like some things just irritate me to the extent tt i'll start attituding.. think i'll need to work alot on controlling my temper.. is it my fault or izzit e ppl arnd me simply cant understnd me? watever...

y am i always feeling so sux? i hav terrible mood swings.. something is seriously wrong w me..

seldom go home these days n yet i dun really miss home.. home is not like home.. rathr stay in hall though being alone sux big time too... my project grp ppl too power in their english liao.. though they did most of e stuff, made me felt like i'm useless like tt.. can u imagine e 3 of thm speak eng n i spoke chi w thm? n they got e project all done w/o me contributing anything at all? power right...

juz discover he's attached.. n tts e most sucky part of all.. bu fu qi.. but thr's nth i can do.. he's showing me he v xing fu now whn i'm still drifling out thr... y is it tt he's e 1 who dun wan me then n yet he's e 1 whos xing fu right now? den whr is my justice?

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

"finally got e ans i've been serachin for.. finally i sld let go.. finally thrs no more reason for me to hold on.."

Thursday, August 05, 2004

havnt been blogging for qt some time also... life been qt hectic these days though sch has juz started for 2 wks.. getting v involved with hall stuf.. coz in block commitee meaning blk rep lah.. den evrynight had been gg arnd to knock doors trying to get ppl to join e inter blk game.. if not will be trying to sell e teeshirts and collect funds... hmm.. though v v siong i must say i qt enjoy it lah haha.. coz i felt tt like tt den like got smthn to do.. coz i think tt hostel life sld be happening haha... but my own OG not v close... nowadays always hang out w bing n her OG ppl... oh got 1 guy 188 de wor.. a v funny guy but he got target liao haha...

hmm... now at hostel latr still gonna go pasir ri for tuition loh.. den tml hav e open cup vs DOT loh.. i must go hide in e toilet liao loh they so power ahha... oh n hor my inter blk games.. noe wat me n bing participated? got soccer (yes soccer), basketball, volleyball, touch rugby, softball (but behind 2 we'll onli go be reserve den get the pts haha), den scrabble blah blah.. as said mostly go onli for e pts loh.. who so stupid wan play right? whn be reserve hav pts also.. hmm duno wat i crapping also.. havnt meet up w my frnz for long long liao... qt miss thm too... and tutorials i duno hw to do! haha...