Wah! i flet so encouraged a conversation w my frn, here goes:

blitz_uhr@yahoo.com says:
u r the most straught forward girl i have ever met!
blitz_uhr@yahoo.com says:
u r how cool lah in my eyes
blitz_uhr@yahoo.com says:
and no thats not sacarsm
rui|ing says:
many ppl also said tt to me some even come tell me they once dislike me think i arrogant whn i dun even noe thm lor dint even c thm b4
rui|ing says:
but i bo chap they can think wat they wan haha
blitz_uhr@yahoo.com says:
HAHAHAHAHA
blitz_uhr@yahoo.com says:
who the boss? u the boss
blitz_uhr@yahoo.com says:
but i like it, i think it makes u different
blitz_uhr@yahoo.com says:
it makes u special
blitz_uhr@yahoo.com says:
so jus stick to who u r

wahaha.. finally got ppl compliment me n not say 'hw come this ger so straightforward' so even if he does not meant it but i at least i c liao i shuang ahha.. btw e frn was juz a frn whom i noe in this new sem..

oh n juz now was treated to a meal at crystal jade.. 1st time eat thr loh so pathetic right? but sy really meant her word by treating me i offered to pay some of it but she refused.. e meal was great =)

n today aftrnn i was feeling real pissed n thrs still 20min to go b4 IT lesson, luckily xian was online n she listened to my frustrations haha.. for the whole conversation she cld onli reply 1 or 2 words ans haha.. n i'm thr rumbling on n on until i fully cooled down.. haa

think i must be having pms.. feeling damn sux and atttitude.. thr are ants in my room.. i hope they all die and perished w/o a trace instead of having to press thm to death 1 by 1.. n its those qt big black kind.. duno whr they come from.. damn..

damn tired.. damn shack.. n tml's 2 tut not yet done.. damned... cant help but curse.. why the hell do i get mysel into such disastrous state? stupid... n my hp is gg to be spoilt.. tts the most damn part... my water bottle dint close propely today so haf of the bottle's water, approximately 200ml leak out.. i was 1st surprised by the gd quality of mphosis bag coz its so waterproof tt it juz contain the water inside the bag w/o leaking.. aftr i realized tt my hp had been soaked in the water for at least 5 min, i curse mysel for thinking tt the bag was good.. damned.. nxt up my hp got no sound at all for like 3hrs? den it suddenly hav sound again think coz inside dried up liao.. aftrwhich it bcame auto charged.. meaning the battery is always at full level n whn i switched it off, it appear to be charging... n the most exciting part, whn i tried to call out in the evening still can call but whn ppl call in it auto shut down liao.. ok i think its coz no batt so i tried to charge it n it works, can be switched on.. but coz i was rushin for time to go trng i cldnt continue chargin so i juz pluck it off.. n whn i came back juz now i tried to switch on again deuring chargin but cant.. aftr 5 min or so, it appear to be chargin again n this time can be switch on liao.. end of story.. but i still suspect my hp is gg to be spoilt so meanwhile i'm trying to transfer all the phone names into my sim card in case 1 fine day it decided to go bonkers again...

haiz...

hmm juz reach back hall and i spend an hr juz to check thru my mails haa.. mostly re emails frm nyjc 02s2a yahoo grp messages.. alright updates updates... oh the previous entry was written in response to my damn angry reaction to ntu ivp team haha.. but nvm all over.. but i decided, if tml trng they gg to scold me or anth i will juz walk out n quit, n i mean it.. haa..

hmm fri met up w bing xian n jess to go mphosis buy stuff.. well at end i onli bought 1 sandals n xian n jess end up spendin big bucks haa.. den we went cafe cartel to chill... felt happy.. long since we chatted haa.. but we took to little pics liao la shall tk more nxt time.. pics are clear though w my new cam =)

den sat stayed at hm but went compass pt w mama at late aftrnn.. then thrs this promotion thingy on magazine.. u buy 'her world' at $5 den got free lots of goodies n a chance for a sure win lucky spin.. den mama seeing got lucky spin strght away bought 1 set haha.. but the small goodies alreday worth the $5 liao.. den end up lucky spin we got smth qt worthless haha... den thrs this charles n keith super sale.. den i bought this pair of heels at.. $6!! haha.. coz clearing stock onli hav extra small n big sizes.. so of coz i can get wat i wan haha... so did qt a bit of shopping these days...

hmm den today aftr tution went town.. had coffee at tcc b4 movie.. actually its onli two bit ex then coffee bean.. range from $6.90 for a cup of ice blended to $12 for a small cup of duno wat coffee haa.. but got service charge n GST.. so it two bit not a bit haha.. but still qt affordable isnt it.. oh den we watched this movie 'march of the penguins' onli cathay cinemas hav it.. really v nice!!! its like a documentary talking about the amazing story of birth of penguins.. the story line is v simple and onli hav penguins n narrations in it.. it shows how evry yr penguins get togthe to mate den lay eggs den eggs hatch n little penguins growing up.. but admist it, thrs so many obstacles n i really wanted to cry whn i see those penguins died.. but really v nice.. a bit short though 1hr 20min n its in french but got chi n eng sub titles..

IDIOTS!!
*PISSED*
#$#$%$%&*(*)#%#^$*GHBEG@$%#%$@%!!!!!!!

arghh com restart so i gotta retype.. k i was saying..

i will go do my tut aftr blogging (cross my fingers) tml tut i still hav like 50pages of readins n i havnt start lor base on my speed it will tk me 3 hrs to read, how to do the tut tonight? but i still need to pen dwn my thots for the day qt imp haha...

1st thing 1st, today was open cup vx pronics and again, ganna thrashed! 1st set 25-6!!! 6!! we were at 8-6 whn we service over n jess sub me n i nv went back in again for tt 17pts.. until the v last pt 24-7.. are we really tt lousy? *deep thoughts* b4 the match saw swiss.. he was askin me if ntu interested in participating kolem ayer invitation match or i want join his team... at the end of the conversation, i joining his kolem ayer team -.-'' but i got tell him i wldnt be held responsible or subject to his scoldings if i didnt turn up *discliamer* he wanted ask jess but he say jess still v scare of him so nv ask lucky jess huh? haa

ok aftr the match i meeting him n jess meeting daniel... we agreed tt she will go tamp mall while i'll go century sq for movie... n she's watchin bewitched while i may be watchin bewitched or wedding crushers... den at the movie entrnace juz whn we gg in we saw each othr! end up she came century square.. wats interestin comes nxt... den i ask her wat row she sitting 'C' den i saw her tic stubs is seats 11 n 12.. den i look at mine again, 'C 9 n 10'!!! so qiao!! den i was exclaiming already.. den she trying to act SHU NU by askin me to lower my volume (-.-"") but watever i juz think how qiao-er can we get wahaha...

oh n he did gave me the mp3 cum camera... ermz but its not he buy 1 lah, he bought insurance den it was a gift den v long back i got say i wanted to buy nxt time so he say wan give me den i thot he 4got liao so now its juz fulfilment of a promise... right peeps?

slacking is a bad habit but hei who cares... boredom is hitting me hard haa.. whole aftrnn in hall online manage to read 1/3 of my IT articles not to mention the piles of tutorial nxt wk.. this wk has been v slack w onli lesson on wed-sat each day 2 hrs.. but nxy wk i shall die man.. besides make up thrs the 2 open cup tourn also.. hope we dun win den can stop le.. abit bad but anyway open cup onli ma not ivp yet...

yest trng v angry loh.. 1stly, we hav to pay $15 each to buy gift vouchers for jenny coz she came to teach us during june w/o pay.. come on lor, no 1 ask her to come right? not say i ungrateful but in the 1st place i onli went trng for like 3 times? what feeling is thr to tok about in the 1st place right? ridiculous!! even jess need to give loh.. i was sayin grace tt jess came lesser than me loh n she had to pay what if she nt happy? den she was sayin k i go ask her if she nt happy den nvm.. den jess dun mind paying la.. den jess n i were tokng about the dx dinr den grace suddenly shouted to us 'hanyan u dun listen to ruiling, rl u dont wat psycho her nt to pay' ???@$!#@%$#^%&?? of coz i was like 'come on loh we are toking about othr stuff'

den during the dui xing each 5 players a side.. den 1st set my side ganna thrashed.. aftr tt i was qt attitude lah really lor at tt pt my mentality is 'u'll wan win u'll win lor, do i look as if i care' my side dint play v badly but anyway we juz lost badly.. particulary thrs this miss x i really qt pissed w her.. hey u dun come ask me to jiayou whn u played badly k? u dun u like den u receive e ball, n whn i receive badly u come to me say u can receive, n whn u dun like to run den suddenly shout 4 ppl to tk.. can u show more professionalism? *pissed*

but anyway got a pleasant surprise last nite.. was toking to yy in msn whn he suddenly pause, at 1st i still thot he usual MIA den aftr qt a while den he say got smthn send me.. its a video clip of the fireworks taken on national day loh! v clear! n according to him i own exclusive privilege to the video clip but i guess by nw it sld be send to othr ppl liao.. nvm gd thing sld be shard haa.. but i was the 1st to see heh... the clip really really v nice *gan dong* haa

updates updates.. had a long wkend break man.. tml is national day liao.. nth great haa.. oh yest morn was the 1st open cup match.. omg! we actually ganna thrashed by combined sch! 25-6, 25-8, 25-22! we cld hav actually won the 3rd set man.. we were 22-23 lor den our serve but grace went to serve whn it was nt her turn! so end up 22-24 den we lost haha... but really qt xia suay lor ganna thrashed so badly.. really machiam like anunties playin against kids wahaha!! nvm we were young once n they will gt old too.. wats the logic (-.-'')

yest night was Chariote's bbq at benny's house.. hesitanat qt a while b4 i decided to go coz its at clementi den v leh chey n not v shou w thm also.. but end up not say regret la okok lor.. saw some scenes which make me bu shu fu haa (e cutest ger in OG n my crash!! ahhh)... den weihan went too his bday somemore but i nv spoke to him a single word.. haa.. women ca really 'ji chou' haha.. nv 'de zui' nu ren.. tsk tsk.. oh den i realized daniel(OG most gd looking guy) was yvonne bf!! yvonne is my ntu teammate btw

last thurs were IBG vb.. so end up i played haa.. den get to serve 17 balls in a row.. nv b4 in my life lor hahah... 17-0 haha... well tts IBG lah..

den sat went to watch charlie n the choc factory, v cute but story line= no story line, ridiculous show haa.. but qt entertaining lah.. den went to watch fireworks at esplanade at night... nw den i noe marina south u nid alight frm marina bay lor -.-'' so end up at eslpanade cant relaly see, can see lah but nt v clear lor...

if dating partner means its a couple being togthr, dating but not togthr means have feelings but not officially togthr.. well i came up w a new title 'partner for dates', how appropriate!

a quick entry b4 i set off for vb... basically i hav nth to say about things happening in my life coz basically nth major is happening.. life is as monotonous as usual.. goes for lesson, come back to my single room hostel, slacking away in FM933 and msn, naps.. tts all.. been losing slp evrynight and den goes to lesson haf awaken den come back for aftrnn nap... so sianz... i duno wats happening to u guys n ur frequent meet ups.. its juz like i'm stranded in boonlay, in ntu, alone... haiz...

pj came to find me this aftrnn, had a gd 2 hrs chat.. but coz i'm having flu due to my lack of slp n cold weather, i cant really concentrate haa.. aftr she left i had a gd 2 hrs nap, tt was nice... mon was blk supper n bing came to stay over.. nth great n fun in details... tml is IBG vb, my game.. haa.. but dun think i'm playing coz i'm suppose to be blowing whistle ba... as usual, life is monotonous..