life's been a mess these days... yet life is meaningful each day.. what the... been attituding for qt some time even bing cant tahan liao haha.. also duno y.. mood v bad each day.. its like some things just irritate me to the extent tt i'll start attituding.. think i'll need to work alot on controlling my temper.. is it my fault or izzit e ppl arnd me simply cant understnd me? watever...
y am i always feeling so sux? i hav terrible mood swings.. something is seriously wrong w me..
seldom go home these days n yet i dun really miss home.. home is not like home.. rathr stay in hall though being alone sux big time too... my project grp ppl too power in their english liao.. though they did most of e stuff, made me felt like i'm useless like tt.. can u imagine e 3 of thm speak eng n i spoke chi w thm? n they got e project all done w/o me contributing anything at all? power right...
juz discover he's attached.. n tts e most sucky part of all.. bu fu qi.. but thr's nth i can do.. he's showing me he v xing fu now whn i'm still drifling out thr... y is it tt he's e 1 who dun wan me then n yet he's e 1 whos xing fu right now? den whr is my justice?
