blogging time! hmm juz back frm celebration of bing's bday.. had superbly long thots tonight.. yest night hw n law n i celebrated bing bday, as she said, 1st surprise so far haha.. so sld be extra cherishing ba? haha.. come to think of it, my bday u'll really put in so much effort also.. esp the photo album and the bday diary, i'll nv 4get de.. oh y am i toking bout my bday haha.. but come to mention of it, abit guilty towards hw xian n jess le.. hw is duno y always end up no chance celebrate w her, xian n jess is coz they 2 always togthr de, so how to give surprise right? haha.. okok, jess, ktv this time round k? haha..
hmm went to eat cafe cartel at raffles city juz now.. den we walk to esplanade and had a drink at via var haha.. 1st time drink cocktail haha the vodka so strong loh.. cant imagine we 4 share 1 cup and still hard to finish lor hahha.. and took some fotos using xian phone, like taking neo print like tt so funny! we 4 v long nv had fun togthr le..
oh side track a bit, i qt cross w some 1 today.. i ask her if she ever dislike me, guess her ans? sometimes yes sometimes no.. and she say she's frank.. i mean come on lor thrs no such thing as u sometimes dislike a person n u sometimes dont de lor.. so i ask her, y u dislike me.. she say coz in the past i v noisy.. but she say now she dont dislike me liao.. den i told her, but i dont think tt i had changed tt much from the past til now lor i'm still noisy.. n so the underlying meaning is, she still dislike me now lah.. i angry not coz got ppl dislike me.. is coz i treated her as a frn and this is hw she views me, tts y i disappointed.. but nvm as i said b4, those who dislike me are those who dont know me well enough.. and she told me got anthr person having the same thot as her.. i guess tt person is some1 le, but if i'm really right, i'm gonna be utterly disapponited in tt some1 coz i really treated her as a gd frn... ya tts all.. how disappointing and childish we still are..
i do admit i was once qt bad tempered and irritating, but honestly i think i've really changed qt a bit in character these yrs.. yet this is still how ppl view me, disapponited in thm.. or izzit the fault lies in me? whatever.. in this life, u dont need so many superficial frnz, all i need is a few true frnz and i know i've found thm le =P
ok i shall not let it spoil my mood, time shall proves her wrong.. or rather, 'tao bu tong bu xiang wei mou' haha!
