due to time constraint as its already 2.45am into the night i sld type the 1st haf and continue tml.. no time to write all this i anticipated this to be a v long entry.. wanting to conclude about my 1st yr of uni life etc.. alot of thots and experience tt i wan to share.. and most importantly, i wldnt be ablt to blog for like the nxt 3 mths? coz the internet connection at hm is simply to slow for me to switch on...

firstly, went to watch the semi-finals today.. both Ny teams got into the finals.. which is like 1st in history? and the most ironic thing is tt both AJ teams were out of finals.. seriously i expected aj n ny 4 teams to be in e coming finals.. so tt they can truly thrash it out but who had know tt it turned out this way.. but ya it really reminded me of the times back in nyjcvb.. frankly, its 1 of my proudest and right choice.. e memories n experience meant so much to me.. n jess too? till now whnever i see matches i'll think recall the times we work our way to the champ.. but mayb for rebec n huiyi they will feel more attached to phs ba, they too many gd frnz le.. saw swiss today but dint manage to tok to him.. i wanted to, but coz vj lost n they were v upset so he also left early w thm.. though i dont approve of the way he coach but i cant deny the fact tt w/o him i wldnt have changed so much into a better me.. n its also him tt make me realize the importance of true frnz...

there are simply some regrets that 1 cant go back in life, u can only work harder towards a better future...

felt like i had not chat w my close frnz for a long long time.. duno hw they doing.. life is really so unpredictable, some can lost while some can gain their happiness within such a short period of time.. jess, i'm glad for ya if he's really the 1 ya? seriously, these yrs we were really like trying hard to imagine who will be ur 1st bf? now there he is huh? hehe... will wish for ur happiness no matter what.. duno hows xian n huiwen doing also.. but think xian is living on happily? i think at our age, it seems like as long as u r happy w ur bf den life iz juz so magical le... for huiw, the same thing, i'll defintely encourage u to go for it! ahha.... xin fu shi kao zi ji qu zhen qu de... although we may not see each othr as frequent now, hope u'll will hav the same feeling as us, the feeling of holding the friendship deep in our heart.. though we may hav quarrels in the past n sometimes our views differs, but its true friends who will open themselves out to you, telling u the real reality tt mere acquaintance wouldnt...

yest went out w joanne n sumyan.. frankly, i nv thot i wld make gd frnz in uni class de.. but u change m views ya? rem i said tt i rather hav a few close frnz den so many mere aquantaince? hope we'll really be gd frnz k? heez... n thanx for the bracelet, i really like it alot..

sat gg to celebrate bday le, juz hope it will be fun since so long we nv meet up le.. qt looking forward to it but ya though the times are so short to hav the bday feeling coz exams juz over.. talking about exams, haiz.. i really qt scare this sem will do badly.. actually aftr the pp also agar agar know liao.. BBCC? tts a realistic grades.. of coz i wld wish for no C lar.. but acc 2 is damn hard lorz.. tt 1 really qt gone case.. biz law, econs n IT have hopes of getting B lah but C is not impossible also.. but ya watever its over le, gotta face the results whn the time comes.. its like back in jc n sec, whenever we cant finish an exam pp, we may well end up crying? its like the feeling is so different now.. i now i wldnt fail, but is the aiming of gd grades tt lands u in disappoinment...

met pj on tues.. nice meetup.. been qt a while since last dec.. as she said, its a feeling of the heart,, its like though we seldom get to meet but the feeling of qin qie gan will always be thr =P my pri sch best frn

this sem has happened so fast.. last yr this time i was still in motorola lor.. this 4 months juz seem to fly pass.. know what, i came to realize tt a crash is some1 whom u noe he is attached yet u had no sore feeling but a like is whn u get uneasy simply upon knowing he cares so much for anthr 1... chim? hahaa tts juz a theory i came to appreciate...

and some othr bottom of the heart notes for these few frnz if they ever read across this long entry of mine,
yy: it's qt sad tt we dint hav much chance to commmunicate this sem but ya no matter wat, rem u are 1 of my best hall frnz ya? though i might not be urs lah.. haha..
dx: hmm, even if u lost the v gd frn of urs, i can still continue to be ur gd frn k.. n think onli we 3 know what i meant ba...

alright last but not least, juz wanna wish all of u the best in these 3 months, hav a fun n fulfilling time ya? enjoy ursel and take lots of care! n to my close frnz, whatever it is, u will always hav me.. any prob, esp affairs of the heart can find me wahhaha.. no lah, but as the single club chairman, i welcome new members.. *choi* but i sincerely wish tt u all will be xin fu, esp u, walk out of ur maze soon ba... if really cant decide, then toss coins? haha like what we will usually do.. n to some1, y in ur eyes u only see........ nvm, u will nv know...