Hmmm my reflections upon return of the 5days NBS foc camp.. nice time spend.. not exactly v nice also in anthr sense.. alright 1st thing 1st, can u imagine the pain of a swollen lower lip with 4 big ulcers? And the lip is qt dried up and is cracking? I’m not exaggerating, jess seen it herself.. haha.. and the nxt most unhappy thing tt happened to me is helping weihan to ask if he can go the camp.. the worse decision I’ve ever made and it’s a time tt u really regretted helping some1, well beside a few yrs ago lmt stuff, this is the 2nd biggest regret I’ve had in my life.. Understand the seriousness of it liao? K I shall elaborate to justify why I regretted so much..

Well he is suppose to go as SA, meaning same position as I am, helping out in the OG only.. yet he thinks tt he cant get along w the seniors so he stick with the freshie, wanting to participate in their games, come on lor, this is their camp, not ur camp ok.. so the 1st 2 days he kept sticking w thm, the various seniors came to me as he’s recognized as my frn, ask me to speak to him.. well I did, and so during the games whn he dint play n the freshie ask him y, he replied ‘coz ruiling don’t allow me to play’.. n of coz whn he said tt the seniors hav to allow him to play, and all blames went to me #@%$&%* I really damn pissed lor.. n the 1st nite, SAs slp in the hut while freshies n GL slp in the resort rm but it was still v squeezy.. he went w thm.. Eric was qt angry n he ask me to tell him tt n I told eric to speak to him is he wants coz I say also no use.. den 2nd night weihan still slp w the freshies, Eric was so angry tt he wake me up in 4am to hav a confrontation, I still rem 7 guys me 1 girl.. I know they are angry w me for askin for him.. but in the v 1st place I already said I dun wan him to b recognized as my frn n I onli know him 1 wk b4 they did lor.. yet many seniors let him came coz they thot he was my frn.. n the end? Evry1 was damm pissed all bcoz of him lor.. so frm the 3rd day onwards I dint tok to him liao completely ignore him.. he tried apologizing but still I ignored him, coz the damage is already done, no use apologizing, neither wld I forgive him.. I already done my best by not telling him straight in the face tt I regretted askin for him.. I hope he disappear frm my life forever, I wldnt forgive him… he’s a stain in Chariote’s NBS foc 2005

Ok I vent my anger liao.. back to some nice things.. well many things happened during the camp, the freshies were v unenthu in the beginning, some even comment tt the seniors were not as strong as the othr grp and we let thm slp late they want to complain us?! Come on lor! Last yr our fright night we last grp also nv complain, last yr onli 4SAs this yr got at least 10 lor! Still complain.. we spend so much $ buy they drinks and stuff yet the so unappreciative?! We last yr ‘shi zhi lu kou’ all ppl get to eat lor, this yr all SAs went on hunger lor.. tt day 1 whole day til night 9pm we nv get to eat anth lor, lucky we went to hav beancurd oursel, 1 bowl of beancurd frm 8am to 9pm lor…. What the, still wan to complain us..

Thr are 10 guys 18 girls this time so naturally hard to warm up.. the girls ar, really too ……. They can spend 2 hrs using 2 toilets yet not enough!!!! Furthermore about 5 went dwnstair so like onli 13 sharing 2 toliets? I mean come on lor, girls sometimes sld know whn they need to shower fast ma.. not whn so many pp queueing behind u yet u spend like a gd 20 min right.. ridiculous.. and got a few really v guai type.. 4th night clubbing ma, 1 girl went to the dance floor n aftr 5 min she cried?! Ok I don’t club but I also wldnt cry if I’m being forced to go dance floor, n she wasn’t being forced to go lor.. ridiculous.. but anyway I spend the gd 3 clubbing hrs on the couch.. luckily newsrm bar got enough seats.. I think I really power can slp inside such strong music haha…

Oh, he’s still green.. I really thot he red le leh whn I saw him tt time 3 consecutive days w the same girl.. but though I know he’s still green also no use.. things will nv work out btw us hai.. haha…

Ok general comments, being a freshie is def better than SA.. see thm play I cant play really v gian lor.. and 86girls really ridiculous.. lian-ish n love acting cute mayb coz I older than thm haha.. n 84 guys really v ungentlemen, so unlike last yr guys.. they can juz tk their own stuff n go 1 lor.. but seeing the loireans getting back in action really v v gd.. its been such long since I last saw thm n tok to thm.. makes me recall foc 2004, those were the days.. the memories of the camp shall live in my heart…