alright peeps hold ur breathe as u read the following entry k.. i've decided tt things sld come to an ans, and i'm gg to let u guys noe my way of settlement, tts y i've decided to post wat i've written in my letter reply, here goes:
......whn u tell e girl last time u like her, but at tt time u already noe tt she got like some1 else right? so why u still tell her? sometimes i feel tt bcoz u noe its not possible for the 2 of u to be together tts y will dare to tell the person.. but usually, 1 is afraid of saying it out coz once said it out, evrythn will be spoilt.. and if worse, its not even possible for u 2 to go back to the past whr u'll are frnz.. coz usually once said it out, its either togthr or not even frnz le... true right? den since u noe u 2 wldnt be togthr, den y say? but tts also y i dare to tell the guy i like him coz if i dun tell him n gana reject i wldnt be able to give up de haa.. but i also got this scenerio in *deleted* whr i nv tell the guy i like him coz i dun wan evrythn to be spoilt, though i noe he already like some1 le, but at least if i dun say it out we can still be as gd as b4, and i'm glad i dint coz til nw we are still v gd frnz.. but i still agree the phrase tt 'xin fu yao kao zhi ji qu zhen qu', onli whn u tried den u wldnt regret..
den thrs this person, and somehow i feel... something's not qt right.. but at this pt of time i seriously duno wat i wan.. i know i wldnt wan to lose this special frn yet i duno what this feeling is.. mayb coz he treats me too well le ba.. seriously, i nv felt so cherished b4.. i also duno.. mayb its the so call comfort zone ba.. coz we knew each other so long liaoz dint expect things to actually pick up and whn i realized it, its like things are already happening... maybe, i'm juz thinking too much ba.. maybe, nth should be happening at all ba... and as much as i prefer to be in this comfort zone, i knew tt it wldnt stay this way forever... and i duno if he's feeling the same way as i do, mayb tts y he dint say anth ba..
ans? i also dun hav yet.. let's wait for the reply ba =P
