hmmm.. sorta had a long chat w my bro juz now and discovered things that shocked me, i flet that our relationship had risen to another level liaoz, sound kinda chim rightz.. i was talking on msn w y bro ex roommate mj, den out of a sudden mj say he wan tell me a little secret, which is that my bro had 2 gf b4.. yeah ya my bro had 2 gf b4.. haha i was shocked too, coz i nv expected so.. then heard frm mj once during sec once during jc..

den juz now over dinr we were talking about other stuff when suddenly we talked about mj and his ex gf (they juz broke off but they stayed same hall) den my bro wanted to tell me smthn den he say 4 get it coz i might juz tell mum someday.. so i told him i know his little secrets haha.. den we went on to talk about it.. and it turns out that 1 of his ex gf e r/s juz ended recently.. e ger was 19 and she already has an army bf but she went on w my bro but later felt tt it was nt right so they broke off.. initially i was scolding my bro for being the 3rd party but after hearing his story i felt tt he's like really cool.. upon seeing the girl qt troubled over the triangle r/s he decided to end it and now the girl is sorta avoiding him coz mayb she felt embarass.. but the pt is, my bro remained cool upon the breakup. he really cld handle things maturely lor.. and i got to agree that maybs its coz i'm not tt mature yet tts y i can c his pt, but i'm starting to understand le.. den i went on to tell him the existence of 'him' too.. its like i felt so cool tt my bro and i are actually talking about bgr haha.. its really a great thing to me coz perhaps we were brought up in sorta a traditional family and we dont rally talk about our private stuff...

den he was said smthn tt upon hearing it i felt qt gd haha.. he say tt i sldnt worry about not being able to find a bf coz from a men's pt of view, i'm actually not tt bad.. juz tt i have to be more feminine haha.. (am i really tt un-feminine?) haha..

and today NBS giving out goodie bag again haha.. went qt early to queue up, alot of stuff lor.. foolscape, notepad, pen, file, soupy snack, gummy sweets, facial wash even got pads haha.. duno whats the guys gg to do w tt man.. in NTU, u really got to open eyes n collect all these freebies coz they ensure u yr long supply of stationery man.. i got ALOT of noe pad and free ball pt pen, so any1 wans tk frm me k? hahahha..

"hmm y i always nv tok about mysel ar, coz u nv ask ma haha.. so what u wan to noe.. i said b4 liaoz no targets right now lor.. as in i dun hav some1 whom i like v much right nw lah.. e *deleted* is juz a v gd frn to me right now.. n i told u got this special person mah, forget den go back read 3 or 4 letters ago haha.. den i still duno hw i feel lah but i think its getting clearer but think i still need some time ba.."