As promised, updates after Xmas.. hmm missed out the 4e3 bbq last fri coz i was really sick tt day.. suddenly out of nowhere woke up in the morn and i juz vomit and had diarrhoea, it was almost the suay-iest day in duno how long le.. Not only sick, my slipper got stepped on while i was gg down the escalator and ended up LOST! disappearred til duno whr loh and i had to walked bare-foot in tampines mrt cntrl stn feeling so sux, wanting to cry and vomit loh.. but anyway he was thr lah so ended up not so bad haa...

xmas eve night was initially not so nice coz i was accompanying him playing mahjong at his frnz hse!! was so angry w him loh, but despite tt i managed to act frnly in front of his frnz loh.. aftr his mj almost wanted to go home immediately aftr tt but luckily he was clever enough nv to juz like tt send me home lah, and hmmm.. nice night after all.. hmmm really too much to write le lah if wanna say what happedned this few days and writing in my own diary has already taken duno hw long and i'm tired liaoz.. all i can say is i've had the most wonderful Xmas til this point of my life and i'm really happy wahaha..

was treated to dim sum lunch buffet at Miramar hotel today.. nice food and caused me to feel real unwell juz now but luckily now ok liaoz.. went essential brew at evening time, 1st time thr, ambience at 2nd floor really gd.. anyway, juz realized i dint put in v much effort for my best frn bday planning, haiz.. to think tt bday present we also buy so hastily w juz me n u gg shopping.. really sorry for tt girl.. really hope u will have a really nice 21st bday.. looking forward to nxt wk.. i think my 21st bday will also qt jialat loh.. i finished my exams on 27th apr and bing is juz gg to start her exams tt day and it stretches to 5th may loh.. think by then i will feel sux also de loh..

really had at a bit og ups and downs this yr, 2005..
From my devastating BCCC to ABBB again, how much hardwork was thrown inside and learning to climb up after falling down...
From living with bing to staying in a single room, how much independence i've gained through loneliness...
From being single for 5 yrs to getting attached, how to learn to love someone all over again and be loved too this time round...

And somewhere between here and thr,
little crushes that cant be known,
having a not so happy 20th bday,
facing ultimate regret from helping some1 to go my NBS camp,
reunion with XMS vb girls,
having quarrels and ultimately learning to cherish frnz and family..