realized i havnt been blogging an entry for qt long.. suddenly have to mood to blog again.. so many things running in my mind tt i duno wat to write 1st.. i juz go randomly, pardon me.. saw huiw's blog, duno wat trouble she ran into this time again.. and as usual the person she wished to confide in wasnt us, cld hav expected who.. its sad whn u needed a listening ear so much from a particcular frn yet they arent thr for you.. guess tts y we all need tt special half ba.. only they are willing to do things for u and places u in as their priority.. read shuyi's blog too.. was qt upset by it i can feel her disappoinment of not being in the main 12.. 无奈吧 haiz, how cruel life is, u are chosen if ur skills are gd tts the only requirement, no amount of excellent attendance can match up to tt... come to think of it, ever since sec 1 to jc to 1st yr of ivp, i'm 1 of the main 6, and now? a reserve? haa.. luckily i'm still in the team if not i'll really curse.. skills not as good as the othr 2 i nth to say, can still be in the team can le lah since i hav no wish to train as hard too...

next issue is the yx-pl-L-jl-hw issue.. so sick of it, next time got news can dun inform me for the sake of wanting me to spread? felt like i'm being used to broadcast but whatever lah, what happened doesnt involve me so i sldnt get myself involve at all haa.. who is being real and who is being fake? no 1 noes wahaha...

and does any1 noe tt i put an entry in bing's blog? haha guess u'll read my blog den will noe right? ok after my entry go look at her blog wahaha.. her bday chalte was fun! i enjoyed myself but fall qt sick after tt, seeing doc in ntu v cheap getting 5 medicines plus antibiotics onli $7 haa.. think the OC did a great job in givin her surprises n helping out wahaha.. dx is the best loh really duno who to find such gd bf loh, but as evry1 said cannot compare de, yes i'm satisfied with mine haha.. and lastly, jess, really lah.. duno wats holding u back perhaps u think u need more time but really loh this kind of thing, 进去了就会知道了，quoted from bing..