so much to blog about since the last entry.. words cant describe how hell it have been for the pas for days.. Had AA205 quiz on mon, it sux. also had to hand in company law assigment that day.. i did it all by myself with no external help in editing sought (oh jess did help me to edit 1 word and add 1 sentence), i guess i will get a C, serve me right for being so lousy in english..

Had Chado exam on wed. was initially so pleased with myself that i remember all the procedures and did all correctly when at the very last step i forgot 1 procedure. and 3 examiners were in front of me and they saw. coz my friends were trying to remind me but i couldn't rem at all that's why very obvious. fxxx. bad things don't come alone. after being the host i had to be the 2nd guest. this time, the host and the 1st guest are noobs, they seldom come for lesson de loh and they are real lousy. b4 going in, the guy (the 1st guest) was asking me the procedures. i explained to him. the translator not happy ask us go in faster.
before going in, that guy said to me: please help me, i really don't know anything about the 1st host.
so inside the mat, i whipser to him what he should do.. after a while, the translator scolded me very loudly in front of the whole class. that i shouldn't help him, its unfair to the class, serves him right for not coming, the fact that i think i know how to do all doesn't mean that i'm perfect i still have a lot to learn. i felt so fxxx up after that i didn't do my own procedure for 2nd guest properly. serves me right again for trying to be helpful.

Had my FIRST FORMAL INTERVIEW today at SMRT.. i cant describe how scared i am since last thurs i received the call til the end of the interview.. and this interview cost me $170 for the blazer and bag loh.. and out of 4 shortlisted candidates, only 1 will be chosen. 25% chance huh.. bottom line: the moment i starts to speak, i know its gone. my eng is so damn lousy that i felt like banging my head loh.. and i even told he interviwer, 'though my eng is lousy, i'm not afraid to speak, and that's what matters the most' zai huh? anyway i did my best, so though it sux and i know my chance not high, i accept it. anyway work alone doing the proj sure v tough 1 loh rather dont want. (a gd way to console myself)

AB214 lesson in the afternoon. HAIZ... you thought by meeting up to discuss is liek already more than enough, but when you go to class, you realize all the other grps had their assigment for the day all done and ready to hand in, how will you feel? TERRORIZE. that is the word. we are suppose to have an in prompt to presentation today but the tutor gave us 1 week to prepare. so it turned out not so in prompt to after all. and my grp, CMI. (CMI= cannot make it). the tutor says that we should be mindful of our grammar, it is very distracting when some1 hears grammar errors. serve us right for being lousy in eng again.

重点：英文烂被酸=活该

I WILL SURVIVE!!!!!