Life is so unpredictable.. i juz had a wonderful day hanging out with yy, had dinner at siam kitchen restaurant, walk and shop around in marina square and suntec coz it's been 1 mth since we last went city hall..
And juz nw, juz 10min ago, i receive news that 1 of my OG mate had passed away and they ask if i wanna go to the wake tml evening.... this guy, coincidentally named zheng guang was from business. he had contracted brain tumour at the end of year1 and so he stopped sch aftr yr1. but he was cured and though he dint return to sch, he became an insurance agent. (i receive his msg asking if any1 wanna buy insurance some time back) and juz last sat, anthr og mate msg to inform us that zheng guang was in ICU. it was morn 9am and i dint reply also coz i wldnt be able to make it also. den juz nw anthr frn suddenly msn me and ask if i knew about zheng guang thingy? i still thot whthr it was the visit to ICU. until he ask me 'are u gg to the wake tml'? den i was SHOCKED..
ya v shocked.. though i wasn't close to this OG mate, but it's the sadness of some1 parting the world so young.. like when he've got a bright future ahead of him and that's it, bcoz of illness.. and so wat if he had purchase insurance, ya his family burden wld be lighter, but he's already gone.. no amount can ever match the sadness of losing a kin i guess..
ya i'm still overwhelmed by the news.. and thinking if i sld turn up for the wake tml.. i mean i do wish to go.. but wats the pt? whn he's already gone den go thr n pay respect to him? and somemore the whole OG is meeting to go.. can u imagine that, it's been a while since the OG gathers, and whn we do gather its bcoz of a wake.. how pathetic.. and what sld we talk to each othr but oh how sad a frn has departed? whn i think of tt i dun wish to go already.. but i really wish for his family wellbeing at heart..
