i'm suppose to be well aslp at this time of the day esp whn tml morn still have lesson lor.. but juz feel like blogging.. life'e been v hectic yet boring at the same time.. working hard to earn money so much so that i'll be going for tuition 3 times this week.. but all the more i think i'm earning but in actual fact it always dint turn out as well.. like t $60/lesson child, only 2 lessons lo.. suppose to have 3rd lesson but we never had it somehow..

and this week will be like hell, mon wed sat tuition, tue got talk, thurs got presentation and meet him for dinr, den fri got quiz at 430pm! so all evenings burn up.. been 1 mth since i last went out with him on a Sat lor.. haiz.. either he duty, sailing, or i got bday party and he got navy dinr.. and this coming sat is the 5th sat, and nxt sat is the 6th sat.. haiz, he all weekends burn except the last wk of Oct, what the..

and a v stupid thing happen on sun.. we suppose meet at 11am but bcoz of a small misunderstndin it broke out into a huge quarrel and end up we only meet at 4pm lor.. and i was so mad during the quarrel that i even msg him 'u're a jerk i hate u' and he replied 'ya i'm a jerk u better rem wat u said', 'ok, i hate u'... haiz.. nvm over liaoz, now okie liaoz.. guess honeymoon period is really getting over.. as i lay on my bed one nite, i suddenly remembered the days last dec whn i'm having hall vb trng and i was smilling whn i receive his msg juz aftr lunch, and as i thot of the scene i smiled.. and i rem sy n jo always say tt i look as i'm v in love.. but now?.. haiz.. guess really no perpertual honeymoon.. getting more n more unreasonable, more n more insecure.. also duno for what, for no reason..

guess who i met up with juz nw.. Lee Jun Xiang.. surprisingly right?.. i was in msn whn he suddenly msn me, and its been qt a long while since we last chatted on msn. he saw my msn pic and ask if yy was my bf, den i ask him show me his pic too.. den he say wan den meet up since we so long nv meet up.. den he drives somemore.. so he came my hse here lor, but chatted for only 15min den he left to find his gf.. den we even arrange sat to hang out togthr w my anthr pri sch frn.. haha... oh.. he's not so suave le.. whole body gained some weight and face is qt 'chubby' haha.. and he said he lost some weight liaoz b4 this was even more plump.. abit disppointed to see the once so charismatic LJX become like tt.. haha..